A little about self love.

Self love is an incredibly complicated thing.

Loving yourself is a second step, first you have to practice self care. You have to make sure you eat, make sure you're happy, take any medication you need, socialize (as hard as I know that can be, with social anxieties and panic disorders) as much as you can! Self care includes to stopping of self hate and self destruction, both mental and outwardly physical.

This last part, I know, can be incredibly hard. I hate myself. I fuck myself up sometimes. I put myself down on a daily basis, and only recently stopped adding to the scars on my leg, only because my close friend made me promise.
But this is the only self you have, and you're the one responsible for caring for it.

Love yourself! Love your hair, whether colored or brown or blonde or straight or curly or frizzed, love your eyes, love the weird way you walk sometimes, love the stutter on some words, love your chin that maybe sticks out sometimes, love the scars and the freckles and the stretch marks, because they're all beautiful and so are you.